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I’m Going to Poland?

God has given me a fantastic opportunity this October. I will be traveling to Krakow, Poland with Crosspoint Church to serve alongside Graceland Ministries.

Graceland has been reaching the people of Poland since 1998 through English language programs that share the Gospel using Bible-based lessons. While many in Poland have seen the traditions of Christianity, few have experienced a personal, vibrant relationship with Jesus. Our mission is to help change that by building relationships, teaching English, and sharing God’s love in practical and spiritual ways.

Trip Dates: October 3-17

Why Poland?

You may be wondering. I had the same thought when God led me to this place. I’ve never been good with directions or geography, and honestly forgot Poland existed. It wasn’t my plan to go there this year or to travel internationally, point blank. So, how did I end up here?

It all started in 2020, when God opened my eyes to my lukewarm faith and began to show me what a relationship with Him looked like. From there, a ripple effect infiltrated every aspect of my life–passions, relationships, family, career, and entertainment. Life was no longer the same, and I started to think about things I never cared much about before, like, have I ever shared the Gospel? After God shifted my heart, He then broke it for those who didn’t know Him. Everyone I used to pass on the street without a second thought? Now they were souls, people in need of saving. Apart from implementing Biblical themes in my writing and posting Scripture on social media, I realized I never straight-up shared the Gospel with anyone, at least not face-to-face. Upon knowing this, I grew ashamed, guilty, and a bit depressed, as if I were failing as a Christian. And then God reminded me that I’m not the one saving, He is. We can’t stop someone from getting saved if God has already predestined that. But who are we to refuse an invitation from the Creator of the Universe to join His side as He rescues the lost? Shouldn’t we want to be a part of what He’s doing eternally? Not only that, but He commanded us to share the message of hope that is Jesus.

Something else I’ve been learning is the vast ways the Gospel is shared. It’s not always a face-to-face conversation—though anything we do should certainly lead to that—but the Gospel is also portrayed in how we live and love like Jesus. Our very lives are testimonies to His life-saving sacrifice. When we reflect Him, it opens doors to tell others about Him. As I grew in faith and my relationship with Jesus, an overwhelming desire to travel consumed me (well, I suppose I always wanted to travel, but this time it was something more than a meager want). This year held no indication of where I’d be today, but at the same time, God was planting little seeds along the way. One of the goals I listed for 2025 was to “Share Jesus.” I then began to pray for an urgency to share the Gospel.

And then, God gave me that.

My heart was set on fire for the lost, and suddenly, I wanted to share the Gospel even though I was terrified. I even dreamed about it–sometimes failing, other times witnessing a life changed. I looked for opportunities to do so, for chances and conversations to appear so I could tell someone about Jesus. But, I soon discovered, it’s not as easy as I thought, at least for an introvert with a withering social anxiety partner. Still, I took small steps into situations I prayed would lead to conversations about Jesus. I offered to pray for strangers, spoke openly about my faith, and left behind Scripture cards at restaurants. However, a part of me was still trying to be the Savior instead of trusting God to pave the way. And boy, did He, through my book–He Is Faithful In Every Season. That has led to countless conversations about my faith, Jesus, the book itself, and opportunities to share truth and the Gospel.

After praying for that urgency, reminders of mission trips and organizations kept popping up. I’ve always wanted to go on a mission trip but never had the opportunity. My desire to write and travel grew until I felt ready to burst. My faith was becoming stagnant as I remained in my comfortable, predictable lifestyle. It has grown tremendously since 2020, but the flames often threaten to die out when we don’t continuously fuel our faith. Thankfully, God is faithful and always gives me opportunities to be refined and fueled. For four years, I’ve sensed a nudge to invest my time in writing, a ministry God had called me to when I was fourteen. And then came March, and I couldn’t ignore how it seemed I was being led to leave what I had known, to step into something unknown. I decided to take a sabbatical from work, choosing to start in August of this year and ending in January of next. It was scary, but at the same time, I had been praying about this for four years. And the moment I decided to leave, something clicked in my soul–anticipation, maybe? Excitement?

More weeks went by, and more reminders surfaced. I fully acknowledged my sudden desire to potentially go into missions, or at least something in that field. But I had no idea where to begin looking. As I prayed, I figured mission trips would be a good start to determine if God would want me to do this in the long run. So I Googled, found nothing. Prayed—still nothing. Friends of mine would show up out of the blue, sharing their own mission experiences, and my heart ignited with the desire to do the same. I was surely discontent at times with where I was at. But once I surrendered that to God and rested in His timing, I became at peace knowing wherever He wanted me to be, He’d make a way for me to get there. I prayed a prayer I used to over and over back in 2020: God, send me. May Your will be done. My life is Yours. If You want me to stay, keep me here. If You want me to leave, show me where to go.

I just didn’t know He’d send me to the OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD. I’m not complaining, just a bit shocked and amazed. I love how God always keeps me on my toes.

As my sabbatical from work drew near, I randomly decided to check my church’s website to see if I could serve in any way there. They hadn’t done a mission trip in a while, so I doubted there’d be anything to join. Hahaha. I was wrong. Lo and behold, the first thing I see is a banner sharing my church’s plan to go to Poland. At this point, I just looked up at God and laughed. There’s no way, that’s just a coincidence. But then I remembered, I don’t exactly believe in those. I squinted at my phone. Really? Am I looking too much into this?
Ignoring the strange timing, I went on the next few days, not giving much thought to the trip. Then, Sunday morning, there it was again, this time up on the big screen. It just so happened that morning, they were holding meetings after each service for anyone who wanted more information on the mission trip. Never in my life have I willingly walked into a meeting, by myself, for something I had no experience in. NONE. But the entire sermon it wiggled in my thoughts. What if I went? What if I didn’t? I want to know more. But I can’t do that, can I? POLAND? For reals? I could just go to find out more. Just to see. As the self-doubts flooded me, the story of Moses refusing to speak on behalf of God resurfaced. Or rather, God’s response to Moses’ fear: “I Am.”

This wasn’t about me. A weight lifted knowing God would equip me for it if that’s where He wanted me to go. It’s not me or my power, but His.

After church, I nearly drove away. I got in my car, turned my key, and pulled my seatbelt on. Then I sat there, heart racing, and somehow knew I’d regret not going. So, by the power of God alone (ain’t no way I could’ve walked back in by myself), I made my way to the meeting room, walked into a space full of people I didn’t know (except for maybe two people), and managed not to run away. There was peace in that room. I didn’t know what to expect going in, but when I tell you, my jaw almost dropped as the meeting commenced. I thought I’d hear more on the trip and then walk away, not planning to go. Only, when they began to discuss what exactly they’d be doing there, my heart was suddenly filled with excitement, and I wanted to go. They said we’d not only be going to Poland to teach conversational English, but that we’d do so to build relationships with people and, in turn, help them build a relationship with God (we’d also tour a castle, but that’s the nerd side of me enraptured). This mission trip was so catered and specific towards me as an individual that I wanted to laugh in awe. God knew me so well. After the meeting, I couldn’t ignore the trip, though I continued battling doubts and fear. I prayed and prayed for God to reveal the best decision. The only reason I’d go was if He wanted me to. So, I asked Him to open the door. And not only did He open a door, He opened a MILLION (okay, not a million, but more than one). Other than the trip being in October (when I’d be off work), things like getting my passport without any problem, being excited about traveling alone (even though I never have, let alone internationally), were one nudge after another. I wrestled with it day after day. And that same question kept popping up: Can I do this?

Nope. But, God can. And that’s the whole point.

Eventually, I kept attending the information meetings and started to get to know the others planning to go until I fully committed. I didn’t let up on prayer and asked God to prevent me from going if it wasn’t where He was leading me. Was I too hasty? Is this the wrong choice? But His peace consumed me, and so did a joyful excitement of what’s to come. The more I learned, the more I wanted to be a part of what God was doing in Poland. I realized that I needed to take a leap of faith, regardless of how little I could see of the future.

And now, here we are, back in the present. That was just a brief overview of the much more complex workings of how God led me to this mission trip. It’s crazy, but also exciting. We’re less than two months from flying across the ocean to a new country. I have no idea what’s in store, but I do know God is good. I live to glorify Him, and I pray, even in Poland, that He is made known in how I love and live. As my team and I continue to prepare, please pray for us. Pray for the people of Poland, and everyone we will interact with. Pray for revival and a desire to know Jesus.

While in Poland, my team and I will:
• Teach conversational English in classrooms
• Build friendships that open the door to sharing the Gospel
• Partner with local believers to strengthen their outreach

Thank you for reading and for joining me on this mission. I can’t wait to see how God moves and to share my experience with you!

“Declare His glory among the nations, His marvelous works among all the peoples!” Psalm 96:3

Book Review | The Gospel Gallery

“The only one worthy of life, laid down His for mine. Now I am welcome into the Kingdom, for the tree awaiting me has already been occupied.” -The Gospel Gallery

Releases October 14, 2025

Synopsis
From Genesis to Malachi, the Old Testament tells more than the story of a people–it unveils the Devine narrative of redemption, a prophetic tapestry woven by the hand of God Himself. Hidden in its pages are glimpses and shadows, promises and symbols, each pointing forward to the coming Messiah. In The Gospel Gallery, these timeless accounts are brought to life through the artistry of poetry, revealing the Good News of salvation was present from the very beginning, concealed in plain sight until the appointed time.

The Gospel Gallery was like a glimpse into the depthless wisdom and truth found in Scripture. The poetry paints beautiful pictures while also acting much like a Bible study, in that it emphasizes the Word of God while expanding on the incredible prophetic messages that point to Jesus.

The idea of poetry delving further into the Old Testament to portray the prophetic messages of Jesus Christ is a marvelous idea, bound to pull readers in and spark a desire to know more of what the Bible has to say. We often limit Jesus to the New Testament and disregard how He has been present all along–from the Garden of Eden to the promises in Revelation. It’s astounding how both the Old and New Testaments point to the coming and fulfillment of Jesus Christ. Not only does this show God’s intentional and sovereign hand, but it also leaves infallible evidence that the Bible is a reliable historical source of truth and wisdom.

The Gospel Gallery highlights this.

I love the Scripture at the top of each new section, followed by poetic images that encourage readers to engage with the Bible. I read the references before the poetry, as was intended by the author, and this made the journey through The Gospel Gallery all the more powerful. The poetry itself was lovely, flowing with Scripture and painting intricate pictures of God’s mighty and merciful hand. Before I read The Gospel Gallery, I had fallen into a slump in my personal Bible study. My motivation was waning, and it was taking a toll on my spiritual health. But God surely used this book in some ways to encourage a new desire for His Word. Enhanced by beautiful chapter art, each poem presented a new opportunity to embark on an adventure into the past, where truth and wonder were beheld.

It was a joy to journey back through the Old Testament, guided by poetry that spoke of the love and intentionality of God. Thank you to the author for reaching out and sharing this book with me in exchange for an honest review.

Final Rating: 4.5/5 Stars

Recommended Age: all ages

Genres: poetry, theology, Christian living

Follow the author on Instagram: @jamin.step

“Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law of the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them.” Matthew 5:17 ESV

Book Review | Singing Through Fire

“God always writes the best stories.” -Singing Through Fire

As I write this review, my eyes are still puffy, and my head is still aching from crying. Yet, there is peace and joy laced within the sorrow. “Joy in grief,” as Lara would say. I don’t think any review can fully capture how powerful and emotional this book is, and I encourage everyone to read Singing Through Fire, even nonbelievers.

I didn’t know what to expect when Lara reached out, asking if I’d read a book about her life and the passing of her husband. However, I was immediately compelled within the first few pages and couldn’t put it down. It transformed me for the better–having grown my faith, compassion, and desire to live life to the fullest for Jesus. There is so much Biblical truth written in this memoir, and the way Lara writes is poetic, intelligent, and beautiful–drawing you deep into the moments of despair and hope as you walk alongside her and Matt. I feel like I’ve known them for years, especially Lara, as we’ve gotten to talk back and forth since I acquired her book, which made this story all the more heartbreaking and impactful. There is much wisdom to be found in these pages, and somehow, I felt like one of the kids in the youth group Matt so dearly loved. Whenever he shared his thoughts and knowledge, it sank deep into my heart, encouraging me and making me want a stronger faith like his. This book is a mentor to all, regardless of age. I believe anyone will benefit from reading it.

Matt would be proud of Singing Through Fire, Lara. I know it. Not only does it glorify God amid suffering, proving He sustains us in the fire, but it also honors a man of God whose life and testimony will transform people’s hearts from all generations, softening them and bringing them closer to the God we love and serve.

“Test to testimony.”

Our stories are some of the most powerful instruments in the hands of God–evidence of the Gospel and His sustaining grace. They are meant to be shared, and I praise God Lara has shared hers.

First Impression 5/5
The introduction instantaneously piqued my interest as it laid the groundwork for the memoir and its contents. Despite the heavy topics–death, cancer, illness, grief–there was a joy and lightheartedness between the lines. The peace of God shone through the pain and heartache. I found the story’s layout–separated into four Acts like that of a screenplay–unique and creative. Singing Through Fire is based on the testimony of Lara and her late husband, Matt. But even though it’s true, their story is written like a lovable and heartbreaking novel you can’t put down. Lara takes you on a journey from the start of page one with a prologue that draws you into an emotional scene. Despite just getting to know the characters of this memoir, I couldn’t help feeling attached the moment I read the first sentence. Right off the bat, we see how real Matt and Lara are in their suffering and turmoil. Their emotions also help visualize a story promising to be filled with wisdom, light, and hope.

Character Development 5/5
I don’t usually consider character development in nonfiction, but Singing Through Fire calls for it. The growth in Lara’s faith and perspective on life is one only God can bring. Watching her step away from her lukewarm, prosperity gospel type beliefs into the everlasting truth of God’s Word was beautiful. It also showcases the importance of being equally yoked with your spouse. Matt performed the image of a spiritual leader in a humble, wise way, never failing to bring out a stronger faith in Lara. Through his terminal cancer, her chronic illness, and all the hardships to follow, you can’t ignore how their faith grows. Nor does Lara hide her raw vulnerability; instead, she leaves everything bare to better showcase the grace of God.

World-Building 5/5
This “world-building” rating isn’t necessarily based on the setting (though that was equally well-written) but more so the structure of Lara’s relationship with God in the thick of struggle. She paints the most beautiful pictures as she recounts her life story. Even while bedridden for three years–and continuing on and off–Lara’s walk with God grew, and it was vibrantly described, emphasizing the heightened intimacy of her relationship with Jesus. Creativity, love, joy, sorrow, and laughter exuded from the pages, building the story into one of transformation.

Writing Style 5/5
Lara’s words flowed easily. The idea of sectioning the book into four Acts was brilliant. I adored the splash of humor and sarcasm in Lara’s personality and writing. Singing Through Fire is crafted in an astounding way, leaving no doubt that God wanted this book written–for Lara, me, and others. But ultimately, written for Him. Every page seemed to point back to God as the anchor of hope in the storm. He was and is their strength, peace, and life.
Along with Lara and Matt’s testimonies, the amount of Scripture on every page added even more life to the words. Most of Lara’s writing was Biblically inspired as she studied God’s Word and compared her suffering and all she was learning through its lens. Like her character growth, we see her grow in knowledge as she feeds her zealousness for God through His Word.

Emotions 5/5
Tears pricked my eyes when I read the first pages, so you can imagine how the rest of the story made me cry. Lara doesn’t hide the pain and suffering she and Matt faced. She doesn’t sugarcoat the ups and downs or brush over the fact that life is hard. It’s painful, and it can feel hopeless. But even in the valley of death and despair, the hope and peace of God shone from this story. I could sense His presence even while sobbing until my head hurt. Because suffering, though often unwanted and difficult, brings people together in a beautiful way. It connected me to this memoir and provided me with a new friend in Lara. I was surprised that it wasn’t all gloom and sorrow, too. The humor made me laugh more than any nonfiction book I’ve read, which is unusually delightful considering this is a memoir on suffering and grief. Lara’s jokes and satirical approach to situations and big questions never failed to put a smile on my face. It reminded me of Proverbs 31:25. Joy is often our greatest weapon against sorrow, even when we can’t feel it.

Cleanliness 5/5
Lara courageously tackles all the brutal details of chronic illness and terminal cancer, which some readers may find triggering. She dives deep into her grief and despair of death, terminal illness, and overwhelming fear of what’s to come. But she did so in a way that provided hope. Even during the constant pain, spinning, brain zaps, vomiting, CAT scans, surgeries, and everything in between, there was never a lack of opportunity for Matt and Lara’s faith to grow. Though these heartbreaking realities of their illnesses were challenging to read, they showcased God’s mighty strength in the face of helplessness. The way He transformed both of their faith is like a ripple effect, a spark that will leave every reader changed from soul to breath. Yes, the sorrow is intense. My heart broke. The tears poured. But so did the hope and joy because of the promise of eternity.

Conclusion 5/5
The last pages of Singing Through Fire will undoubtedly bring soul-aching grief. I struggled to finish the book because I could barely see the words as tears blinded me. It was hard to read how things ended in so many different ways. I could feel Lara’s pain on a level I never knew possible. But the message, even after Matt’s passing, echoed the power of God’s life-changing grace. “The story’s not over yet.” No, with God, every “ending” is a new beginning. This book is a reminder of what’s important and how anything done without God is meaningless. But everything done for God is filled with an eternal purpose. Singing Through Fire was five stars all around and a new favorite book. I can’t recommend it enough, and look forward to seeing how God uses this story for His glory!

Here are some of my favorite quotes (I say “some” because I literally would’ve highlighted the whole book):

“If just one more life is saved because of my suffering, I am happy to go through it again.”

“Life is a precious gift–we don’t waste it, but we don’t idolize it either.”

“Sometimes it’s in our greatest sufferings that God gives us the best opportunities.”

“The Christian may not always be healthy, but he is always loved.”

“When you stop clinging to the illusion that you’ll live on this earth forever and you’re not afraid to die, that’s ironically when you really start living. You start choosing life–not just for here and now, but for eternity.”

“…the God of Christianity doesn’t just allow suffering in this world. He entered into it when He suffered on the cross. ‘That’s not a distant God who ignores suffering. That’s a God who bled for us.'”

“We were never meant to be the source of our own strength.”

Final Rating: 5/5 stars

Recommended Age: all ages, but those 13 and younger read with discretion concerning the heavy topics discussed

Genres: Christian, memoir, nonfiction, grief, romance

!Trigger Warnings!
Death, grief, terminal illness, chronic illness, anxiety, fear, depression

Follow the Author on Instagram: @larapalanjian

“When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you.” Isaiah 43:2 ESV

Book Review | Happy Lies

“We’re not living in a post-truth era. We’re living in an anti-truth era.” -Happy Lies

New Thought: a movement so widely spread, and yet, unknown by its contenders. This movement emphasizes the mind being a form of power that can shift reality. It elevates man to a god-like status, taking the glory from God, and instead, replacing Him with a slimy lie.

Have you heard of this movement? Because I hadn’t. That’s why I’m sharing it with you. God’s truth is being attacked daily, but by His grace, it withstands no matter what. However, to avoid being led astray, we must know His truth.

As I grow in my walk with God, naturally, I’ve developed a curiosity to understand my faith, as well as the beliefs of others, so I can better approach people. I had no idea how vast the branches of religion were, or how widespread movements can become. It was overwhelming to say the least, as a new Christian, to step into a world of false truths vying for the attention of every lost soul who happens to stumble into their traps. But thanks to God, we have books like Happy Lies to shed light on dangerous schemes we may be blinded to. I had little interest in apologetics until recently, and this book has only elevated my passion for it. The world has always been twisted and broken, full of “truths” that destroy. Knowing and studying the Word of God is paramount to navigating the waters of lies thrown at us every day in culture, society, social media, Hollywood, and all facets worldwide.

Happy Lies was a fantastic and eye-opening book. It took me a while to finish, but that was simply because there was so much to learn and read about. Everything was easy to understand for the most part, as Melissa articulated everything wonderfully (I adored the splash of comedy relief, too. I never laughed so much from a nonfiction book, and apologetics nonetheless). I found Melissa on YouTube and loved her apologetical and comedic approach to specific topics.

Happy Lies expanded on a movement—New Thought. I had never heard of it before, which is evident in this book, and by the people around me. While and after reading Happy Lies, I’ve asked others if they had ever heard of the movement, and it shook me to know New Thought had so sneakily crept into society and perspectives.

Even my own perspective at times.

This book has aided me in developing discernment (though the Bible is the best way to get the truth), especially since Scripture is so evident in the pages. Melissa touched on all the topics I had questions about and provided answers to things I didn’t know I needed to know. I love how personal and intentional she is, not just stating facts but researching them and giving infallible evidence, even going as far as in-person interviews with people who believe differently from her. She speaks the truth with love and honesty, not sugarcoating what’s blatantly obvious but giving people the reality they crave.

Considering this is Melissa’s first published book, God knew what He was doing. I pray He uses Happy Lies, especially in today’s generation and world. More and more, I’m coming to learn how easily truth can be twisted and contorted into images pleasing to man. But I thank God for people like Melissa who follow His guidance and direction to aid other believers on their faith journeys.

I hope Melissa writes more books in the future because ima read them all!

I highly recommend reading this book, even if you aren’t into apologetics. It’s too easy to fall into the trappings of this seductive world when we aren’t finding our satisfaction in Jesus and the truth of His Word. If you read Happy Lies, you might just be able to distinguish New Thought in the world, your church, your home, and your life.

Final Rating: 5/5 Stars

Recommended Age Group: young adults and above

Genres: Christian living, apologetics, theology

“All Scripture is breathed out by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness, that the man of God may be complete, equipped for every good work.”
2 Timothy 3:16-17 ESV

Book Review | Indigo Isle

This was a wonderful and powerful story. The author did an incredible job tackling all kinds of issues, from abusive relationships, grief and tragedy, addiction, and isolation.

Synopsis
Sonny Bates left South Carolina fifteen years ago and never looked back. Now she’s a successful Hollywood location scout who travels the world, finding perfect places for movie shoots. Home is wherever she lands, and between her busy schedule and dealing with her boss’s demands, she has little time to think about the past…until her latest gig lands her a stone’s throw from everything she left behind. Searching off the coast of Charleston for a scheduled site to film a key scene, Sonny wanders onto a private barrier island and encounters its reclusive owner, known by locals as the Monster of Indigo Isle. What she finds is a man more complex than the myth.

First Impression 3.5/5
The beginning was a bit slow as things were fleshed out, like the main character, Sonny’s, current stage of life, her job, and her lack of faith. I wondered when Sonny would finally meet this so-called recluse. But I couldn’t put the book down once things began to pick up! I also enjoyed Sonny’s job as a location scout and seeing all the details behind the scenes of movies and shows.

Character Development 4/5
Hudson and Sonny are characters you can’t help falling in love with as they battle their broken pasts and passion for each other. They both transformed as individuals, aided by their love for one another. We see them tackle that which they once bowed down to–whether isolation, fear, worldly pleasures, or lies of their lack of worth. Like the Prodigal Son, Indigo Isle takes you on a journey through the lives of Hudson and Sonny, where they step from brokenness and desperation into freedom.

World-Building 5/5
Having been to Charleston myself, it was fun to take a trip back through this book. Lowe is a wondrous painter of worlds, crafting a vibrant isle full of purples, reds, and splashes of light. Not only do we see the beauty of South Carolina, but Lowe weaves the promise of hope in God between the shattered scars of our main characters.

Emotions 4/5
Concerning the heavier topics discussed in Indigo Isle, tears were shed, and my heart was set on fire with frustration and grief. As Sonny and Hudson navigated through the rising waters of their own faults and shortcomings, there were many opportunities where joy took flight, as well as emotional turmoil when they fell.

Style 4/5
The story flowed like prose, and Lowe’s writing made reading effortless. Though the pace was stagnant at times, an underlying glimpse of hope and anticipation kept me reading and wanting to see the characters reconciled to God. I loved the incorporation of Scripture. Many books claiming to be Christian don’t always exude that, but the literal verses and storyline similar to The Prodigal Son were refreshing and beautiful. However, it did seem at times the characters were more praised and exalted than God.

Cleanliness 2.5/5
Now this is where things become a bit tricky.
With Sonny trapped in a toxic relationship, we see depictions of sexual abuse/assault. Though the scenes and past implications were vague and brief, they were still very much there and heartbreaking. Some scenes regarding sex and assault were too detailed and drawn out for me, leaving unwanted imagery in my mind. I found unnecessary sentences that were uncomfortable and too graphic. I understand the story represents a modern depiction of The Prodigal Son, and of course, the subjects handled would provide an arduous journey. But I thought the sexual content could’ve been avoided while still keeping true to the story’s moral. It’s one thing to mention sexual immorality or abuse, and a whole other thing to vividly craft a sex scene with the abusive partner in question, where the main character is drugged and we read her thoughts on what it felt like and how long it lasted. Again, I understand this is a common issue in today’s world, and it breaks my heart to know how little some people care about themselves and their bodies, or how often women are taken advantage of. But if an author claims their book is Christian, I believe some lines shouldn’t be crossed.
It wasn’t until days after I finished Indigo Isle that I remembered that scene and the unsettled weight in my stomach. This wasn’t even the only instance, just the most graphic. The details may have been somewhat subtle (it didn’t go into every single detail of the sexual act), but they were enough to paint an unwanted image. The reason, I’m sure, is that Lowe was depicting how lost and broken Sonny was. But, as someone who has struggled with their thoughts, this scene nearly turned me off to reading the book. I try to steer clear of all explicit content, including sex scenes–even ones involving an abusive relationship.
If these things are going to be included, then a trigger warning page should be available for people before they read. Also, I recognize that I’m more sensitive to some scenes and details than others. This review is based on personal convictions and observations.

Conclusion 5/5
Despite the above, Indigo Isle was impactful and kept me reading, emphasizing how no one is ever too far gone for God to save. Redemption, forgiveness, and worth are words I’d use to describe Indigo Isle! The ending was satisfying and all I hoped for, sharing the impact of turning back to Christ and showcasing the wonders of His love.

Final Rating: 3.5/5 stars

Recommended Age: 18+

Genres: fiction, romance, Christian, adult

TRIGGER WARNINGS
sexual assault, sexual abuse, abuse, addiction, grief, death

“But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and felt compassion, and ran and embraced him and kissed him.” Luke 15:20b

Book Review | Overbooked and Overwhelmed

*Releases August 5, 2025

Loved this book. In a world so focused on overworking itself, in a culture so set on hurry, this book is a burst of light and truth. I don’t know Tara, but she apparently knows me! Overbooked and Overwhelmed helped me in more ways than one, covering all the facets of distraction and the overwhelming results of people-pleasing.

I was going through a particularly busy season when I picked up this book. I felt overwhelmed and empty, knowing I had failed once again in prioritizing God first and giving Him more than a few minutes of my day. I’ve gone through this cycle before, and thankfully I quickly recognized the signs:
–Saying yes to everything social in fear I’d miss out or hurt someone’s feelings
–Feeling guilty for not doing “more” to prove I can work hard or love people
–Hitting burnout, mental, and spiritual exhaustion to the point where I was unmotivated to do anything
–Reverting to old mind-numbing habits like doom-scrolling to avoid exhaustion

And then I saw an ARC copy of Overbooked and Overwhelmed at my workplace and thought, “That’s exactly how I feel!”

Tara’s words are filled with a refreshing Biblical truth, reminding one that our ultimate purpose here on earth is not to do everything or overbook, but to glorify God in everything and to keep our eyes set on Him. This is a difficult task when the world around us is so loud, echoing the busyness of our schedules, but praise God we rely on His strength and not our own. Tara tackled all I’ve struggled with in the past and am currently battling with in the present, as well as opening my eyes to new things keeping me from diving deeper into my relationship with God. By His grace, God used this book to help me grow closer to Him.

I’ve been learning that saying “no” is okay and allowed. I even started to practice it. At first, there was guilt, questioning whether I had made the wrong decision or acted rudely and selfishly. I felt the fear of missing out. But then, a weight lifted from my shoulders, and I could feel my soul ease to a calm knowing I prioritized rest over overwhelm and striving to please others instead of God. There is balance to be found in rest and work. Both are important, and Tara’s book helped me see that. God didn’t call us to be distracted. He called us to be efficient, to work hard, but also to rest and be still in His presence.

Thank you for this reminder, Tara. I pray God uses this book to help people find comfort and satisfaction in Christ alone, teaching them to lay down the need to fill something only God can.

I had to return the ARC copy to the bookstore I work at. But as soon as it releases in August, I’m buying my own copy to annotate!! There are too many quote-worthy things not to highlight and underline, like these:

“The life we long for is found in spending our energy on assignments, callings, and situations that are worth it. The life we long for is found in putting our focus on the God things.”

“So when that time comes, remember that you don’t need to say yes to the things that everyone else is doing for the sake of being relevant or liked or approved. You’re only accountable to give your eyes to the One who called you to build, just like Nehemiah. You are here to please God, not man. Yes you’re here to love people, but true godly love does not give in to the fear of man.”

“The effort we put into our relationship with God, whether it’s a great effort, little effort, or no effort, will produce something.”

“Distraction opens the door to distancing ourselves from God, distance opens the door to disconnecting ourselves from God, and disconnection opens the door to complete soul overwhelm.”

“Burnout wasn’t the result of my busyness. Burnout was the result of putting God on the back burner and not allowing Him to sustain me.”

“One of satan’s tactics throughout Scripture is to get God’s people to forget what He has said and promised. When that happens, it’s easier for the enemy to convince them they continually need to do more and to be more. Yet Jesus reminds us in John 10:10 that ‘the thief comes only to steal and to kill and to destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly.'”

This book felt like a hug from God. His faithfulness is astounding, and Tara’s book is a wonderful reminder of it. If you find yourself overwhelmed with everything going on in your life, if you feel exhausted and incapable of rest and stillness, if you wonder how you can balance the busyness of this life while still keeping God first, I highly recommend this book. Overbooked and Overwhelmed provides deep and lovely insight into the root of distraction and exhaustion, giving the reader hope in knowing that even in our burnout, God is still faithful. Even when we’re not all there, God is always here.

Final Rating: 5/5 stars

Recommended age group: all ages, but those in their teens and older may find this book the most helpful

Genre: Christian living, nonfiction, self-help

Book Review | Powerless

So, here’s the question: was it worth the hype?

I had seen this book everywhere, and the beautiful cover never left my mind. I thought I’d try it to catch up on my reading goal. I then proceeded to binge it in three days, and the way it ended destroyed me. SOS.

It’s safe to say Powerless lived up to the hype in every way. This story was written like prose and filled with many heart-pounding scenes that captivated me until the end. When I find a book to devour, I DEVOUR it.

Powerless has every single thing you can imagine in a fantasy book. Enemies-to-lovers, forced proximity, touch her and (XP), epic battles, and a dystopian world you can’t help getting lost in. Was it predictable at times? Sure. Did it keep me on my toes? EVERY. SINGLE. CHAPTER. Most of the time, I had no idea what would happen. The frustration I felt while reading this book is palpable.
Powerless takes on themes of Hunger Games, Throne of Glass, Divergent, and Once Upon A Broken Heart, but with its own twist of originality.

However, although Powerless is a story of survival and brutal rulers, gore and violence are abundant. I’m not a big fan of murder and death, and there was a lot in this book. The internal monologues were a bit disturbing at times, too. Many scenes were gruesomely depicted, to the point that I almost DNFED. Thankfully, most of those aspects were kept brief. Mild profanity was also used.

As for the romance, it was surprisingly clean for a “romantasy.” There was the occasional implication here and there, but they were vague at most. Even so, we see many scenes where the characters flirt, touch, and prompt various sexual insinuations, all of which become a bit much at times. There are no sex scenes or anything further than “hand on waist” and “kiss but not a kiss.” You get the steam but not the spice, I guess? But I just want a slightly warm blanket or no heat at all (okay, what am I even saying at this point?). The slightest touch and interactions were amplified through the characters’ thoughts, making me squirm and expecting things to take a dive for the worst.
But I suppose the so-called “steam” is expected in an enemies-to-lovers fantasy romance, especially between characters who constantly deny their infatuation with one another.

Pae and Kai’s relationship sometimes seemed rushed and depthless, but the author conveyed the beauty of their need for one another. Their connection’s emotional and relational aspects were executed wonderfully, and the banter is top-tier. I swear they made me laugh on every page.

Powerless was a thrilling read, and how it ended left me feeling bamboozled. Betrayed. Utterly SHOOK (seriously, Lauren, why must you break our hearts?). However, as much as I would like to continue with Reckless, I will not be doing so because of personal beliefs and convictions. The violence and potentially heightened romance have me setting aside this trilogy, though I thoroughly enjoyed Powerless.

This review is for all my Christian readers who may be tempted to divulge in this book! I hope it aided in your decision-making on whether or not to read Powerless.

!TRIGGER WARNINGS!
Mentions of suicide, murder, gore, violence, death, profanity, anxiety, panic attacks, torture, depictions of torture

Final Rating: 4/5 Stars

Recommended Age Group: 16+

Genres: romance, fantasy, young adult

“Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, ‘Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.'” Romans 12:19 ESV

Faith Doesn’t Promise Comfort

Daily writing prompt

Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.

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As an introvert, taking risks isn’t something I do. Or, at least, it wasn’t. But as I grow closer to Christ and seek to follow His guidance and prompting, I often have to step beyond my comfort zone into a somewhat uncomfortable and unfamiliar situation. It can be scary, strange, and a whirlwind of emotions. But when it’s a place where God is leading me, He always equips me for the situation (2 Peter 1:3). After all, the things we’re called to aren’t reliant on our capabilities but dependent on a God with no limits.

Even though faith often requires us to be uncomfortable, we can be comforted in Jesus, knowing He is with us every step of the way.

A recent “risk” I took happened almost a year ago. It wasn’t necessarily a risk, as it was a leap of faith. Would the two be considered the same? I’m not quite sure. All I know is, risk implies recklessness, while faith means trust in a Greater Power.
Since I was fourteen, I’ve loved to create stories, particularly fiction and fantasy. It was never my plan to focus on nonfiction or some other genre, but I always dreamed of being a published author and selling my books in bookstores. Then came 2023, and I found myself in a familiar pit of anxiety and inner turmoil, a battle I thought I was over with back in 2020. It was brutal, lonely, dark, and foggy. But during my darkest days and nights, poetry would flood my mind. Now, mind you, I am NOT a poet. In fact, to this day, I still don’t quite understand how poetry works. Of course, there are more liberties than a normal fiction book, but one can’t ignore the standard rules we learn in school. In 2019, I wrote some poems for fun or to voice certain things I was struggling with. But they were never supposed to be public!
So why were all these poems surfacing during a time when I never thought I’d see the light again? And why were poems I had written years ago suddenly coming to mind, grouping to form an entire book of poetry? I’m sorry, me writing a poetry book? You’re kidding, right?

Nope.

The thing is, I didn’t mention this all started after I finally surrendered my writing to God. Sure, I would say I’d write for Him, but the moment I actually let go and gave in to God’s guidance, something changed–inside me and around me. God can do far greater things than me, that’s for sure.
Writing became new, something more potent than it ever was. It became hope as God flooded me with His Word through these new poems I’d cling to when I felt I was falling. Even while writing them, I never planned to share them with anyone. I kind of dreaded it. They were raw, vulnerable, and real, and they showed just how much I struggled and how broken I was.

Why would I want anyone reading that?

And yet, as I wrote and watched God pour into these poems, they soon became reminders of His faithfulness and evidence of His love and goodness. A light so bright, I couldn’t bear putting a basket over it (Matt. 5:15). No, God showed me, as difficult and uncomfortable as it was, that these poems were being called to be shared. Not for me, but for Him. People needed to see just how powerful my God was and how He completely transformed me. Then came the idea for a poetry book, which turned into “He Is Faithful In Every Season.”

My “risk” I do not regret:
“He Is Faithful In Every Season” is a book of fifty poems, all written from 2019-2023. It took an entire year to edit, compile, and publish. It was complex, challenging, and beautiful. I had no prior experience with publication or self-publishing, though I did much research, but everything I was doing was for the first time (and required many trips to Google). The more I wrote this book, the more I prayed over it and invited God into it–the more I surrendered, the more I saw how God was in the very fibers of my life. By the grace of God, I published my first book in August 2024 at 21. It was a moment so surreal that I still forget it some days.

In just a few months, it’ll be exactly one year since I released those poems to the world–pieces of light and declarations of faith, hope, and love for God. Since August, over 300 copies have sold, which means over 300 people are reading the Gospel. I’ve heard and read countless reviews on how God has used this book to encourage, inspire, and give hope to readers. I’ve heard how it’s reaching non-believers and even those who don’t particularly like to read.
People have gifted this book to friends, family, and loved ones who are struggling. They tell me they can relate. I can only praise God because He showed me my “why” for writing. Not money, not fame, but for Him. Always.
“He Is Faithful In Every Season” has also been placed in four bookstores worldwide–Florida, Oregon, Washington, and Texas. BOOKSTORES. No, because this is actually wild, especially as a self-published author. But God opened those doors, and the more I look back and see all the details He pulled together to get me to where I am today, my jaw drops.

I am underserving and God is forgiving, merciful, and wonderful.

I may not have been able to see the whole picture when I worried about sharing those poems with the world, but God heard my prayers and knew exactly where He was leading me. Every day, I see evidence of His mercy and grace, not just through my poetry book but also through friends, family, and those special moments of peace and love I used to overlook but will now cherish forever. I may not be a big risk taker, but I pray I continue to step out in faith, trusting God will guide me where He’s leading me. It may not always be what we expect, but whatever God has planned is far greater!

I hope this serves as a reminder to trust God even in the uncertainty (Prov. 3:5-6). To seek His guidance in all things (Matt. 6:33). And to step out in faith into what He is calling us to, knowing He will work out all things for the good of those who love and trust Him (Rom. 8:28).

Book Review | Life Through A Rose

Synopsis
Jealousy and love are sisters.
Tara no longer loves her work as a software developer in the city. Her manager is a constant irritation, and at the age of thirty, Tara yearns for a change. When her favorite flower shop goes up for sale, Tara grabs the opportunity with both hands. Running her own business is something she’s always dreamed of, and when she buys the shop, Tara’s happiness is complete. In her day-to-day work as a florist, she deals with some very interesting people, and there is never a dull moment. It doesn’t take long before aunt Jean comes to visit. Outspoken and a born matchmaker, aunt Jean is on a mission to find a good husband for Tara before it’s too late.
Eugene is charming, Aaron is devilishly handsome, but Tara’s treacherous heart can’t decide who is best for her.
She needs to choose carefully, though. For jealousy and love are sisters, and one man is determined to destroy Tara’s new life. This book promises the reader a bit of everything: laughter, clean romance, drama and unexpected twists and turns. Easy to read, hard to put down.

First Impression 5/5
Chapter One was a great introduction to this sweet short story. We meet Tara and her desire for more, looking through the lens of misery and despair. The vivid picture of office life in contrast to a flower shop owner was lovely, and I immediately wanted to keep reading to find out how Tara’s life would turn around.

Character Development 4/5
I adored Tara, Aaron, and Aunt Jean. They were such lovable characters with their unique quirks and personalities. After Tara takes a risk by dropping her office job for the ownership of a cute little flower shop, we immediately see her demeanor change from stress to joy and excitement. I also loved Tara and Aunt Jean’s relationship. They were so sweet and a wonderful representation of family love.

World-Building 4/5
The setting in this book gave me an almost nostalgic feel, leaving me warm and fuzzy. The atmosphere was homey, and the imagery was easy to picture. I loved how the story wrapped around a flower shop tucked in the heart of the city where people went to find that pop of color and life to start their morning. Seeing such a simple concept implement oceans of change and influence was beautiful. Who knew a flower shop could be so powerful?

Writing Style 3/5
Life Through A Rose was heartwarming to read. But Tara and her adventures of owning a flower shop portrayed more peril than one would think. Though I often found the writing to be more “telling” than “showing”–frequently causing me to drift away from connecting to the story–I enjoyed the pace and progression of the plot. This book flips your perspective to one beyond your own life, prompting you to see the vastness of the world and all the stories people have to tell. As someone who works in customer service, I can relate to the abundance of unique customers and the stories tagging along with them.

Emotions 3/5
Because this book was more on the shorter side of fiction, there wasn’t much time for an emotional attachment to the story. Yet, it contained the perfect amount of humor and heartwarming moments. I didn’t connect too deeply with emotion, but near the end, I found myself tearing up for Tara and all the troubles she was facing.

Cleanliness 4/5
Life Through A Rose was delightfully clean, though some implications and profanities were scattered throughout, as well as Jesus’ name taken in vain. Concerning the romance, there wasn’t anything explicit since the story focused more on Tara’s new life than her relationship with a man. Near the end, there was a mention of suicide, but other than that, nothing too triggering.

Conclusion 5/5
I loved how this book ended; all ends tied together with the promise of something more in between. Despite the quick pace, I thought Life Through A Rose progressed and concluded well.

Final Rating: 4/5 Stars

Recommended Age Group: 14+

Genres: romance, contemporary, fiction, adult

!Trigger Warnings!
Profanity, mentions of suicide

Thank you so much, C. M. Disney, for reaching out and sharing your book with me!

Follow the Author on Instagram: @claudiadisneyauthor

“The grass withers, the flower fades, but the word of our God will stand forever.” Isaiah 40:8 ESV

Book Review | A Dream of Magic

Blackstar Guardians, Book 1, A Dream of Magic by J. Megan Smith

THIS QUOTE THOUGH. *Chef’s kiss*

This book is the epitome of finding “the man of your dreams” (pun intended).

Briefing
Blackstar Guardians…Warriors chosen for their inherent protectiveness and deeply held honor, they are men and women who willingly fight darkness to safeguard those they love…A woman looking for clues to the past…
Aisley Montclair was on a mission to save her father from a baffling illness. Her journey took her to the east, into a land far different than anything she’d ever known, where she found an enemy, questions about who she really was…and the man who had haunted every night of her life. She had never believed the man in her dreams was actually real and yet…there he was. Handsome and charming, he was an enigma determined to claim her as his. And a man more than he seems…Cadrian Ethanael had waited eons for his Seraphin–the woman who held a piece of his soul within her own. He knew her for what she was the moment he started seeing her within his dreams and when she stumbled through his gates and into his arms, knew that he would do anything to keep her there. Leader of a band of warriors who had spent eternities protecting the world from evil, he never hesitated in giving his aid to safeguard her from harm and help find the answers she desperately needed. Answers that will change everything for her…
A light paranormal romance with humor, heart, and a swirl of magic.

First Impression 4/5
A Dream of Magic started with instant intrigue and questions I wanted to see answered. I will say the pace was a bit too fast for me in the beginning, especially where romance is concerned. However, that was the premise of the story, so it was expected. This book’s introduction to its world in the first couple of chapters was confusing but imaginative and original. There were many modern references (culinary schooling, cars, etc.), but the world itself seemed to be a more modern-day fantasy kingdom. A Dream of Magic was on the contemporary fantasy spectrum with a mix of urban elements that refer to certain “earthly” qualities. The romance was introduced early on, somewhat slow progressing, but evident in the pull between the characters. The quick movement of events definitely propelled the plot along.

Character Development 4/5
I enjoyed these characters immensely, as well as the value placed on family and relationships. Their love for each other was beautiful and heartfelt. I loved seeing the two love interests finally meet and develop a more personal relationship after only knowing each other in their dreams. It was a sweet twist on a soul-mate-type love that I think the author executed wonderfully.

World-Building 3.5/5
The world of A Dream of Magic is remarkably detailed and unique, starting immediately with the characters having powers and abilities that reminded me of Fae or superheroes and traveling to worlds they thought to only exist in bedtime stories. The world was vastly different and made for adventurous reading. However, the constant information dumps made it challenging to follow and fully dive into the settings. Further fantasy-like elements were introduced later on in the book as well, such as dragons and unique gadgets. They seemed a little out of place, but otherwise provided more depth to the theme of the book.

Writing Style 4/5
The readability was easygoing, and I found myself binging this book without much effort. Concerning the style, A Dream of Magic was well written, but I wasn’t a big fan of the POV choice (though this affected my reading minimally). It started in first person, through Aisley’s eyes, but as the story went on, it became more omniscient, with multiple characters’ thoughts in a string of paragraphs instead of broken up. I’m all for multiple POVs, but I struggle to fully dive into the character arcs when they clash together instead of sectioned off in their own chapter. Despite this, I enjoyed reading A Dream of Magic and couldn’t put it down. The style appeared to be exactly what the story needed. The plot kept me reading, though I wish there was more action. The majority of the book contains a multitude of historical backstories and how the world came to be as Aisley was slowly introduced to a world of magic. Thankfully, this information was almost as intriguing as an actionable scenario, but I think the book would benefit from additional fight scenes and conflicts.

Emotions 3/5
The only emotion I took from this book was our two main characters’ intense, romantic connection. Chosen to be together, Aisley and Cadrian’s unbreakable bond is portrayed through clean romance and a series of moments that leave you smiling in delight. I found myself laughing on many occasions, too, with the clever banter and humorous interactions.

Cleanliness 5/5
A Dream of Magic was explicit-free, filled with strong family dynamics, sweet, soul-mate romance, and a lack of brutality. Near the end, the romance became more heated, but nothing was explicitly described, just implied. As for violence, I suppose there was some concerning the Guardians and how they’re constantly protecting the innocent from evil, but it was very vague.

Conclusion 3.5/5
This book ended in a heartwarming way as the couple sealed their love for one another in a forever bond. I was slightly disappointed that the conflict never really picked up, and the villain was only briefly mentioned instead of shown. A Dream of Magic ended in a very anticlimactic way (even voiced by Aisley herself), and I was hoping there’d be more action and thrill to conclude the looming doom over Aisley and her family.
The last couple of chapters confirmed that the main plot of A Dream of Magic was the love story between Aisley and Cadrian, which was endearing and unique. However, it felt like something was missing. Even so, I enjoyed the last few chapters despite the lack of action as the couple made their relationship official, and the epilogue was too sweet not to adore!

Final Rating: 4/5 Stars

Recommended Age Group: 13+

Genres: fantasy, romance, magic

!Trigger Warnings!
Mild romance and implications

Thank you so much, J. Megan Smith, for reaching out and sharing your book with me! It brings me so much joy to find other readers and writers who look for the same stories and adventures I do.

“For behold, He who forms the mountains and creates the wind, and declares to man what is His thought, who makes the morning darkness, and treads on the heights of the earth–the Lord, the God of hosts, is His name!” Amos 4:13 ESV